What a week!!

the last week was so hard, for me or for the situation in Iraq, i won't talk about the situation here cuz i'm sick of it. every night when i go to my room and try to sleep, i always think that my sister will follow me and lay on her bed, we talk, laugh, or listinning to some music then sleep, and i will wake up next morning and see her sleeping on her bed, all the last week i kept thinking on this way, we have a lovely room, we spent a realy good time together...but i know so well that she will not follow me ths time, i know she is not here, and when i will wake up i won't see her on her bed, sooo i decided to be more factual, and take the radio to listen to some music, i choose Somer FM, the first song was "viva forever-spice girls" then "bryen adams-please forgive me", '' enrique- number one" , and all the songs that my sister and I like so much and remind us of each other....i couldn't help my self and i cried, cried, cried, in the dark and no one can hear me....Sis i realy miss you so much, i don't know why i felt it this week more than the lasts day after you go to U S ...

i'm not sad and don't want you to be, but that's my feeling, and when i remember that you made one of your dreams came true..i feel sooo good and smile, then i wish you a good night and sleep in peace...

Miss you so much